At this point of life, i think i really need to motivate myself.
Right now, i'm feeling like going down
I'm drowning into the deepest part of the ocean
I don't know how to swim
I don't have anything to hold
I couldn't see anyone that can bring me up
I couldn't breath
What should i do?
I want to see the light, but all i could see is the darkness
I want to smile, but all i could do is just crying in heart
I want to make things perfect, but things always go wrong
I want to do what i have to do, but i really don't know what to do
Why they make things so hard when it is already hard for me?
Why they make things so complicated when it is already complicated for me?
Why they make things worst when it is already worst for me?
Why?
If i could run, i will run and never turn back
But i have to stay
I have to learn how to swim
I have to learn how to find things to hold
I have to learn how to find someone that can bring me up
I have to breath
Even it's damn difficult, i have to!
God, please give me strengths and directions.
